Monday, August 30, 2010

Back to blogging

I know this may seem weird but I feel like blogging out of a sudden. So here I am, back to the blogging world. I will try to blog frequently.

So, life has not been really good for me recently. To be frank, I have lost the motivation to study. To be exact, I don't feel like studying for the big 'O'. Somehow I do feel quite regretful coming up to Secondary 5. You see, I am not by nature an intelligent person. In order to get good grades, I have to work really hard. But to some people, they do not at all because they were born with a brain that I would kill to have. Furthermore, some of them have talents to show to the world and there they receive fame and money. This is why people always say 'life is unfair'.

Now what talent do I actually have? None. Yes, none. I could not think of any. It's pathetic, isn't it?

Never mind about the talent part. All I really want is to enjoy life; I want to go out to see the world. So when the day I turn 21, I am leaving this place to seek for a better life. What makes me feel happy? NY.

Monday, August 2, 2010

Happy birthday, J

So I am back.

Perhaps I just find most of what I do, not really blog worthy as I have been getting so busy in school and it is wearing me out.

Anyway, I would like to dedicate a post to J as it is her birthday today.

To J:
Hi. I have known you since primary 5 and I am extremely elated that we can still be in touch with each other until now. Can you believe this? It has been 6 years!

I know that sometimes you feel very insecure about yourself but you have got to admit that you are a very adorable, charming and peppy young lady! Look at the people around you. They don’t have that unique face of yours…

What the most amazing thing is that we both have the same dreams and wants.

1) A trip to New York before we die
2) Study in London
3) Learn piano

You know, I like how we can get so crazy about New York and even check out its travel books in the library. I like how you can always laugh at the silliest things and I would always laugh along. I like how we can go haywire and giggle like some mad patients on the loose. I like the time when we spent in Changi airport and listed down 20+ countries of where we want to go in the future together. And I even like how we have the same (I can't find the word to express this) towards angmoh. Cool, isn't it? All of these are great memories and I won't forget.

I feel great to have an awesome friend like you, J. Someone who shares her secrets with me, believes in me and regards me as her BFF.

Lastly, happy birthday to you! You're finally seventeen and you will soon have your leeway to fulfil your dreams.

"A true friend is someone who thinks that you are a good egg even though he knows that you are slightly cracked." ~ Bernard Meltzer