I discussed about this with P before. I do not know if I have make the right decision about coming up to Secondary 5 for I know in the end, my efforts will come down to nothing (I don't get to go to a Polytechnic). Okay, maybe I might possibly get into one but I would without doubt not be able to get into a course I want. What is my real interest? Business. I like anything that is related to business. Enrolling into a business-related course needs 10 to 13 points. But the main headache here is that I would never ever be able to get that kind of points. I know myself. I know where I stand so don't come telling me that if I genuinely study for it, I can achieve it. Seriously, you are like telling me to go jump off a building. I am no Einstein. I don't get As for any of my subjects except for design and technology. That was last year's. I wouldn't even dare to bet that this year's would be the same. I have lost all my motivation. Sometimes things like this stuck me. I cannot help feeling really disheartened and depressed.
During some period of time, I was really into nursing. Since I have wipe out the thought of not being able to get into a business-related course, nursing is my next choice. To be frank, I never thought I would be interested in nursing. So this actually stimulated me to study. But there was a huge obstacle bugging me - Science. Since young, I have always abominated Science and would repeatedly get an F9. But nursing needs me to pass Science in order to admit into the course. During my Physics and Chemistry lessons, I actually paid attention to my teachers and even tried to attempt their homework in a serious manner. However I gradually came to be sick and tired of trying so hard seeing that I still did not get the results that I hoped for. What does this show to you? This shows that you won't succeed in doing something if you are not truly interested in it. I finally get it now. In a New York minute, I felt devastated. The only hope to get into a Polytechnic crashed.
But then again I thought, there is still another option for me - ITE. Albeit it is a longer route to get into a Polytechnic, I am all right with it because at least I can get into a course that I like. I believe that I will regret if I really took up the nursing course because it is just a substitute choice for me. Life is like that. Some people can easily go for the shorter route if they want while some have no choice but to go for the longer one.
What is the right choice?
During some period of time, I was really into nursing. Since I have wipe out the thought of not being able to get into a business-related course, nursing is my next choice. To be frank, I never thought I would be interested in nursing. So this actually stimulated me to study. But there was a huge obstacle bugging me - Science. Since young, I have always abominated Science and would repeatedly get an F9. But nursing needs me to pass Science in order to admit into the course. During my Physics and Chemistry lessons, I actually paid attention to my teachers and even tried to attempt their homework in a serious manner. However I gradually came to be sick and tired of trying so hard seeing that I still did not get the results that I hoped for. What does this show to you? This shows that you won't succeed in doing something if you are not truly interested in it. I finally get it now. In a New York minute, I felt devastated. The only hope to get into a Polytechnic crashed.
But then again I thought, there is still another option for me - ITE. Albeit it is a longer route to get into a Polytechnic, I am all right with it because at least I can get into a course that I like. I believe that I will regret if I really took up the nursing course because it is just a substitute choice for me. Life is like that. Some people can easily go for the shorter route if they want while some have no choice but to go for the longer one.
What is the right choice?
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